Well, I'm a terrible mom, and a traumatized one. JVL and I have been talking about getting Cody's hair trimmed again, as adorable as the curls are, because he is just so hot with all that hair. Like me, he has a ridiculous amount of hair. And though it's fine, it's also heavy -- so he gets sweaty all the time. So today I decided to bite the bullet after a particularly sweaty outing to the park, and I am now devastated. Because he looks...four. Maybe even five. I don't know, but REALLY REALLY OLD. So cute, but just...not a baby anymore, even remotely. I will never, ever cut his hair again.

After his cut I took him to get a cupcake at Buzz (he was so good during the cut and only grabbed the scissors once). When we walked in, Holli (one of his favorite baristas) gasped and said, wide-eyed, "What did you do? He looks so different! He looks so much older!" And then I started to cry. Not just tear up, mind you, but weep. Right there in Buzz. For which I got a free brownie, but I'm pretty sure it will taste like ashes.